I wont shy away from confessing that the 4th trimester hit me hard, my pregnancy was beautiful with no issues I worked my entire 9 months with 2 hearts beating within but once I delivered my entire world flipped upside down.
I wish someone spoke to me heart to heart and explained things the way they were going to be. Now that I have a much better grip on myself and enjoying my child, I have gathered the courage to talk about the most difficult stage of my life. Nothing can beat the feeling of holding your baby, the overwhelming feeling of creating life and nurturing it is supreme. You forget the hours spent trying to latch the baby while breast feeding, days of isolation, post delivery pain and the feeling of your body being torn and covered with marks is also forgotten but I wish someone told me ‘it was going to fall into place’ when I was devastated. Watch the vlog link attached above, it is my most vulnerable conversation. This is for all the new moms who are at the peak of their learning curve.
I wish I am able to raise my son with the same passion and love I created him.